This is about the time I normally drop out of this 100 day challenge because I’ve not been able to post for the past few days (working, travelling and a little overwhelmed) so now I’m “behind”. Arrgh!
I had a bit of a debate with myself about it. ThreePointTwo options up for consideration: 1) abandon it. 2) pick up where I left off and just carry on, so I’ll end a few days later than anticipated and it won’t be 100 consecutive days. 3) pick up again but fast-forward the numbers so that I’m ostensibly still in-step with the rest who all started on the same day AND I’m not reminded every day how behind I am, and then a) add a few days on the end so that it becomes the 105 day challenge for me or b) just pretend that those days didn’t exist so the end result will be 95 posts.
None of these feels particularly good because I’m already disappointed with myself that I lost traction. Easiest option is 1 but will giving up altogether (again!) feel worse? I think it will. So, strike option 1 and start again, cogitating on options 2, 3a and 3b…
As you can tell from the number on this post, I’ve gone for option 2. I’ve also lost two extra days just going ‘round and ‘round in circles on it!
This whole process is pretty indicative of the sort of over-thinking I do for everything. What a lot of [wasted] energy.
But, in these two days, I did encounter a nice field of tiny daises and I enjoyed crawling around in it for a while. In the sunshine. So there is that.
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