New ways of seeing



Entering a new phase...

Older on the outside; still feeling youthful on the in'
Perhaps a little wiser; certainly quite foolish yet
Stronger than ever; more fragile than before
Much remains unchanged; so much not the same at all 

Always moving forward; sometimes looking back.

It's an opportunity. A turning point. 

And I wish to explore what I might take with me and what I want to leave behind. To understand my place in the world now that I sometimes don't recognise where I am, and how I fit. To find a way to be comfortable in the skin I'm living in today, with all its many flaws. To reconcile myself, but not to settle for less, for this. And to play, in a new format.

I know some aspects of myself, and this path I'm on, all too well already. But I've enlisted some guidance for the next leg. To help keep me on track. To provide some focus, so that I don't wander off and unravel entirely.

I don't know if it's a good idea. But not knowing exactly what you'll find en route is part of any rewarding journey, isn't it?

8 comments:

Anairam said...

I think guidance sometimes is necessary - and I'm sure you are going to find all kinds of wonderful things on this journey, kendalee! It sounds like a fantastic course to do - I am so awed about what is available in this wonderful virtual world for inspiration and to aid us in developing different aspects of ourselves. Have fun with it!! (I have just got in the post my Keri Smith book - How to be an Explorer of the World - and it is a similar kind of exercise in looking at things differently, in seeing and noticing that which often escapes one's attention through the brain's automatic editing facility). I can't wait to get started on it, but I need to finish the TAD challenge first!

Unknown said...

you are beautiful, truly beautiful and your ability to continually grow and to strive for even more growth is an inspiration to me. may your journey be blessed with profound beauty whether it be in the form of darkness or light because from both hope is born.

Sebrina Wilson said...

Beautiful!!!! I wish you a wonderful journey!!!
xo sebrina

ELK said...

sunshine inside and out..that would be you my dear!
glad the song bird is with you now, blessings ELK

Linda Sue said...

Spring Quarter is FULL! I am glad you are doing it. that sort of guidance can really unlock and clarify your life's purpose I think. As for seeing in a different way- I took a life drawing class once that changed my perspective forever- to see how things really are rather than how my brain morphs them to appear. Then there is my camera- I take it everywhere- it gives me permission to bite off little bits of the normally unnoticed and it becomes something extraordinary. I was going to sign up for your "guidance" course, it sounds great! but since it is full will just read your blog to see how you are using it to your advantage. Cheers! It will be interesting I am SURE!
LOVE LOVE

lisa said...

"play in a new format"

love that.

lisa said...

I just linked over...I'm doing the course too!

Heidi said...

Lovely post. Thoughtful and thought-provoking. I wish you well on your journey.